It’s been awhile. And it happened again.

Is that a threat? Blames all on me again

jiminiesababie:

2019 was a year when everyone lost their virginity

Cause nothing fucked us over like this year did

Another day of crashing and dying internally

So it’s my issue all over again for overthinking?

I thought I was just voicing out my opinion.

It’s been ages and I’m back on this platform. Never thought that I would actually need an outlet again.

It’s always when things goes really well and something comes crashing down. I always put in my best effort in to it, I’m always accommodating and understanding. Sometimes it just feels unappreciated and awfully doubted.

Am I thinking too much into this? I don’t think I’m overly sensitive but I feel hurt by little comments like this. While I’m concerned about how you feel, I’m getting eaten up by your insecurity. Help me out please.

又是一个疯狂的夜晚。

心累。

now-i-am-living:

“Do the scary thing first, and get scared later.”

— Lemony Snicket, When Did You See Her Last?
(via naturaekos)

(Source: naturaekos, via 2amheartstrings)

It’s one of the down days where everything is coming down on me. The feeling of getting given up on and all the efforts you have put in going to waste is stabbing me right in the heart. I don’t know how I can deal with this. There’s so much to deal and I have been holding up well, trying to plan things out and making sure things work out in the future.

I don’t know if this is the cause of my insecurities. I am fighting hard, but I wonder if this is the beginning of a defeat.

I’m scared.